I’m 20 years old, a college student and have not had the body I want since 7th grade, when i can remember staring down at my stomach wondering why mine pudged out and my friends were more flat. Then i had my fair share of run ins with eating disorders, My best friends stopped eating and lost 10 lbs in a week. I always wished i could, but to be honest I love food to much to ever stop eating it.

Then Freshman year of high school, i played 3 sports Soccer basketball and volleyball, and i was working so hard at practice that i was always hungry, thus gaining about 20 ish lbs. Since then i’ve come down from 168 to 146 as of today. I’m proud of my weight loss, but i’m not where i’ve always wanted to be.

My life goal is 125. or whenever i feel like my body is toned tiny and perfect for me.

I’m done thinking what-if or i wonder. I’m going to find out this time. and I’m not gonna stop til i know